I've googled myself again today, and one of the results was for a pornographic website with pictures of Sweet Melissa aka Melissa Surach.
I did not check it out, because when I lived at home there was a problem with pornographic pop ups on the house computer and my dad blamed me, accused me of being a porn addict and pervert and a lesbian and that episode has emotionally scarred me and affects all of my relationships with men.
So I don't look at internet pornography. Sometimes I cut out pictures from gay porno magazines and make art for my apartment, but that's it.
However, I am really curious to see these pictures. I take enough exploitative pictures of myself, what could they be of?
And another thing: I am broke right now. If they are making money with my name, I will cry. Because I'm not.